im afraid, very afraid.
like its not even happening but i somehow feel like it is coming soon.
a month isnt a long period of time, & neither is it short. many things can happen in a day, much more all the drama that can go on within a month.
im insecure, i really am. i feel a change, like a change is taking place slowly & thats making me so afraid. i dunno if im being paranoid or overly-sensitive but i dun wanna go through that all over again. it wasnt easy to get outta it each time & it still hurts tho im kinda 'used to it'.
O's results out on friday. (fuck)
